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I have lost hope in living,i hate the way i live, i am over eating,thinking a lot,even when i am trying to overcome it by reading many motivational books i am just fed up being positive and moreover trying to overcome it alone. It has been years. I have been in a phase where i wanted to die, but i cope it, sometime i hurt myself scratching with blades. I donot want to go to doctor as i donot want to live in prescriptions. I am feeling it that inside i am dying. Sometime suddenly i have urge to cry out loudly,break things. I am just hating myself. I fought for years but i could not find a hope. I have become fat,when asked about plans i am like i do not know,i never thought. I am just killing my life and i know it but i am unable to do it. I know there are a lot of people out there who are in more pain than me, but lying on your bed and feeling blank and unhappy is disgusting feeling. It is just i know out here there are many, who have been in this situation,please help me. Iam just living because my parents will get hurt if i die,else till now i might have commited suicide.
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