I am lost

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I have some stupid mistakes in my life and I

am paying heavily for this Episode. #1

october 29,2014 I had protected vaginal sex

with a female csw.I also french kissed

her.Later found the girl HIV +.After 5 weeks I

experienced severe flue type illness.Swollen

lymph nodes under jaw and neck,loose

stool,hedeach,severe muscle and joint

pain,rash on both arm. I have tested after 3

months with 3rd generation rapid test,after 5

months with 3rd generation elisa, after 6.5

months with 3rd generation rapid test.All are

negative.#Episode 2 November 17 2015 I

was with a female csw..We were fully

naked.The girl offered me to have

unprotected sex with her.As far as I can

recall I didn't penetrate the girl but my penis

came close to her vagina.Now my mind says

if I penetrated the girl without my knowing

though I didn't feel anything. Episode 3# July

16 2017 I had protected oral and protected

vaginal sex with a female csw.Dont know

why? Vaginal part only lasted 10-15

seconds.The girl seemed a consistent

condom user.No real symptom aftee 1-4

weeks. Episode 4 # October 17 2017 I had

protected vaginal sex with a csw.She offered

me to have sex without a condom for extra

charge.But she assured me she gets tested

every month. Now you are thinking whats the

real problemActually Im experiencing the

symptom of overt aids.Loosing

weight,fatigue,dizziness,swollen lymph

nodes,loose stool,stomach upset,nail

fungus,clubbing nail and slight dementia are

making my life hell. I

dont know what to do? I cry and pray to

God.Ive ruined my life.

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    The chances are you dont have HIV. The female to male transmission rate is quite low. Get yourself tested again to make sure though.

    You seem to be highly anxious about f*****g these sex workers and getting HIV. Once you have a clear test I would suggest getting yourself on PrEP if only for your own peace of mind. The anxiety certainly seems to be ruining your life.

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    First of all.  Get a hold of yourself.  Go get tested again.  When it comes back negative Stay away from these girls.  You need to get a grip and I think you are making yourself sick.  Relax and take one day at a time.  Find a nice girl and after a while enjoy your life  Ken  
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    I don't know if this is dejavu, but I can't help thinking that I'd come across this same post few weeks ago. Anyways, I think your mind is driving you crazy with worries. Give yourself a break and relax. But stay away from those night girls as they do nothing but plant the seed of worries in people's minds.

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    Since you mentioned clubbed nails, I would get tested for a whipworm infection.

    They can cause all your physical symptoms and clubbing of your nails is an indicator of whipworms, although other immune diseases can also cause clubbed nails. They also mimic symptoms of Crohn's disease.

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