i cant do this anymore im so depressed help
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Hi I'm 17 female and so depressed I have health anxiety too and it's kicking my butt I was having a panic attack and felt to pops in my left chest and they hurt it's been a month and it still hurts I get dizzy it's hard to breath and so many other symptoms i ialways think of what if about every thing no one will take me seriously none of my family will take me to the Dr no one cares about me I have no friends and my cousin died in February he was just 12 he died from being born with a heart disease and for five years my dad has cancer and he doesn't tell us anything about it he strong person his backs been hurting and I have a good feeling it's about his condition I over head him saying there's nothing they can do I stared crying in my room because I Dont want him to die why now I can't take it any more no one understands I feel like I'm going to die I feel like something wrong with me my heart/chest heart hurts 24/7 I'm so scared about every thing I thought this year was finally going to be my year but nope not at all and I'm 258 pounds so yeah I'm worried about my weight too I just want to be normal and live life I can never spend Time with my dad because he always at work he works six days thirteen hours I feel bad for him I always think about the past and how good it was and how everything was OK I'm sorry this has been long and everywhere I wold really appreciate if you guys comments it would mean a lot it's been four months of this anxiety and a month since the pop in chest happened
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