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I have no idea what is happening to me. Back in October I started feeling different towards my boyfriend who I have been with for over 4 years now. I figured it was just normal relationship stuff that happens when you've been with someone for so long. For the most part everything was going fine until about a month ago. I started feeling really weird like I didn't know my boyfriend, almost as if we were just friends. I know everything about him yet I felt like I didn't know him at all. Then I started feeling like I didn't know myself. I'd look in the mirror and not recognize who I was. I started to feel that way towards my family too. Almost like I knew where I was and who I was with but I didn't feel like I was actually there. I talk to my boyfriend and can physically see him and kiss him but it just feels strange. I know how I'm suppose to feel and I want to feel that way again but I just cant feel anything. I am the most bubbly happiest girl anyone will meet. I still get happy and show emotion but it feels different than how I used to feel. I was so incredibly in love with my boyfriend and never had any questions about us until this all started happening. I know that I want to be with him but when I say I love you and call him babe it just doesn't feel normal. I don't know if this is just anxiety and depression or if my boyfriend and I aren't meant to be together. Can anyone help me? I'm so confused.
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