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Well I'm 23 and I recently lost a really good relationship. We were engaged since 2014 and had recently got a place together. Well I had gone to hair school twice and dropped out twice so my next plan was to go to a 4 year college and learn music because I sing and wanted to just improve in that area. Well I was an idiot and lost faith in my relationship and thought we should go on a break. I had moved back to my parents to see if it would motivate me to go thru with college. Well my fiance decided to finalize the breakup even though I had just wanted a small break so I feel like I've lost everything because he is a great guy and I went to the college but only lasted 3 weeks. Couldn't focus and felt like once again there was no point. So I came home....hoping to somehow redeem my relationship....but....it's not working out....yet everything reminds me of him and just makes me think that life is never gonna get better cuz I can honestly say I hate myself. He's trying to move on and says if I don't leave him alone he will get more serious about it and I just don't know how to move on sometimes I just make decisions based on how I feel at the time and then I realize what I've lost and I completely regret it. Especially losing him....all I want to do is have him back and prove to him this time that I do love myself and that I have faith in our relationship....my family never supported our relationship in the first place and I'm really just extremely upset with myself. Seems like everything good in my life I've given up on. I guess u just want to ask for some advice on this matter. I've always felt like I'm a horrible person but now I especially feel that way.
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