I feel like i'm going crazy,really scared and need help. :(

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Hello! Ok so I'm new to this forum and i'm 14 years old. I have not been feeling like myself at all lately. Like literally not myself. Basically I have somehow developed this fear of getting schizophrenia/psychosis and it is driving me mad. I was stupid and looked up the symptoms because I couldn't help myself. Now i'm afraid I might start seeing things and hearing voices. I know it's stupid and I wouldn't be afraid of these things if I had never looked them up. Then this random thought came into my mind one day and I thought "What if my whole life is an illusion and everyone is a figment of my imagination?". This thought hasn't left me in days and I can't get it out of my head. Every time I talk to someone, like my friend, I start to wonder "What if she's not real?" or "What if life isn't real?". This has left me in a daze for about a week and a half and I wish I could go back to my normal self. I feel like i'm in a constant dream. Am I going crazy or??? I'm really scared plz help. sad

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    no my darling you are not its anxiety have you been to a doctor at all or told your parents
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      Thanks for the suppport <3. sadly my therapist was sick today and i couldn't meet with her but i'm going on friday. today was really bad at school though.  sadly="" my="" therapist="" was="" sick="" today="" and="" i="" couldn't="" meet="" with="" her="" but="" i'm="" going="" on="" friday.="" today="" was="" really="" bad="" at="" school="">
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    Sound like you depersonalization (look this up on google) I'm 34 and I have had it for 10 years! You are not going crazy it's just your anxiety that makes your mind race and think of crazy things!!! You need to relax.. Please tell your mam or dad how you are feeling don't feel like this on your own, I know it feels scary!! Also go and see your doctor they might give you something for your anxiety

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    I have the same fear, sweetie. Been told by 10 psychologists and psychiatrists that it's anxiety and not schizophrenia, but I keep thinking it is and one day will just wake up not in reality. Please get help before you let it get bad. I'm rely working on itsmile keep Us Posted on what the therapist says smile
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