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Hello! Ok so I'm new to this forum and i'm 14 years old. I have not been feeling like myself at all lately. Like literally not myself. Basically I have somehow developed this fear of getting schizophrenia/psychosis and it is driving me mad. I was stupid and looked up the symptoms because I couldn't help myself. Now i'm afraid I might start seeing things and hearing voices. I know it's stupid and I wouldn't be afraid of these things if I had never looked them up. Then this random thought came into my mind one day and I thought "What if my whole life is an illusion and everyone is a figment of my imagination?". This thought hasn't left me in days and I can't get it out of my head. Every time I talk to someone, like my friend, I start to wonder "What if she's not real?" or "What if life isn't real?". This has left me in a daze for about a week and a half and I wish I could go back to my normal self. I feel like i'm in a constant dream. Am I going crazy or??? I'm really scared plz help.
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