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I'm a man in my late teens who is hoping to go university this year. I used to be very sporty, happy, motivated and successful. However, that all changed.
In the last two years I have suffered from setback after setback.
I suffered from mild bullying. For example, somebody posted a picture of me on social media secretly in which the image would put a very negative tone of me. This didn't help, as I used to suffer from bullying as a young child at primary school.
So I tried to make myself happier by restarting college by trying to do well in education. Everything was going great & I was on my way to becoming a successful sportsman, but was denied the opportunity after a career-ending injury. It ot me down again, and STILL I wait for an operation.
As I was a year behind in college, I had very few friends left during the year.
On a holiday, I met a girl across social media who appeared to be lovely and nice, who stayed in the same resort as myself. We spoke for months and months, I wanted to help her with her lack of positivity and she seemed to like me 'in that way.' So I tried to make a long distance relationship work and make a beginning, but then she cut off contact despite all of this effort, trying to make her happy, she never spoke again. This was coming from someone who 'really wanted to like me' and thought was amazing and special to her. I was gutted, and in tears (without sounding embarrassing).
So a few months later my exams for entry to university came, and I feel my results fluctuate. In some, I feel that I've got around 95% correct, others about 50%. So, I'm worrying like hell that university won't let me in this Thursday (results day).
So, I'm asking kindly, what I should do? I feel down a lot, no motivation, and always worrying and hurting myself. For example, I keep looking at my 'potential girlfriend's' social media because I miss our friendship. I want uni to be a new beginning but I'm worried I won't even get there!
Thanks for your time
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