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I am 20 years old currently at University, I am studying a subject that I have little to no interest in (law) and I have accepted that, this is the case (no pun intended).
I have a few friends, but no one I can completely rely on or simply just talk about life/what I am feeling. My family is there and they are great people but I don't feel comfortable staying stuff like this to them.
I am a quiet person and keep to myself, I hardly go out with my friends because I don't drink and that is all they seem to want to do. I would rather stay in and watch a film, which is sad really. I don't go to lectures because it is just people reading from boards/powerpoint slides. New people make me nervous I am alway apprehensive about what I say and how to talk to people so I often steer clear of social gatherings.
I love music (only thing keeping me sane) and all forms of creativity but I can only admire as I have no real talents of my own. I am lost right now and I feel like things will only get worse.
I guess I feel as if I have no real 'purpose' to my existence right now and that I will never find this elusive 'purpose' if one exists.
I am new to this forum stuff and have never really told anyone this but hey theres a first time for everything. Thanks in advance
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