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I have dreams, things I want to do, places I want to see... and sometimes - most ot the times - I feel like I could never achieve any of it. I feel like my anxiety and fears and stronger than me, pushing me backwards as I try to my very best to move forward.
And when I do manage to somehow move forward, there is a panic attack that pushes me right back where I started.
There are times, like now, when I can't stop crying. When I feel like everything is closing in on my and nothing will ever be okay ever again.
I'm so sad, I'm so scared, I feel so alone. I feel so-so-so-so very much alone. Logically, I know I'm not the only one. Loically, I know it's my anxiety and depression talking and that I *will* be alright eventually.
But logic has no room when It comes to anxiety. Logic will always lose.
I never talked with anyone with anxiety disorder.
Maybe it's why I feel so alone. Maybe not. I don't know.
All I know is that I feel like I need to talk to *someone*. Because in times like now, everything is just too much.
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