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I'm 16, female. I have a boyfriend (19 male) who's depressed and takes pills for it. I do everything for him, to help him through the day. It's very wearing. He doesn't mean it but he often takes it out on me, which was fine but it's slowly been grinding me down to the point where I can't cope any longer.
I haven't had a great start. My dad was always disapproving of everything I did and my mum was incredibly irritable. She went through the menopause when I went through puberty and that's caused lies of arguments. She was 39 when she had me and was the youngest of 6 kids. So all my cousins are into their 30s, some into their 40s. I don't fit in. I don't have any friends at college and my parents are recently split which adds to the tension in the house. I'm overweight and ugly and honestly, I feel so worthless and small.
I could keep going but honestly, I just give up with everything. I want to die and I don't see a way out of this.
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