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Since the new year, due to issues at home and my s****y life in general I’ve just been so unhappy all the time. I’m 19 and work a minimum wage job, Ive quit six form and college due to just being depreesssd and not having any motivation to do the work. I’m f**k ugly and i feel like my life is going absolutely nowhere.
I see myself putting on a mask everyday and having a fake personality to everyone I see. At night I’ll come home wait until I’m alone and just drink myself into happiness not because I want to but because I feel like I need to, to stay sane.
I doubt anyone will see this and whoever does is going to think I’m f*****g insane. I just hope that the alcohol kills me off quicker so i can I can leave this s**thole of a life.
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