I just feel like ending my life. I'm tired of everything that's going on in my life

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Lately I've been having a lot of health issues and I'm really getting tired of it. I pray to go that he should take me already and end my suffering. I have attempted suicide in the past when I was 15, but wasn't able to achieve. My family doesn't believe I need help and that its all in my head. I don't know what to do anymore, today I just cried my eyes out because I ask why me and not someone else.

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    Thought exactly the same as you when I was 15/16. I'm 22 now. Everything that affected me when I was that age affects me now, but I can cope with it. You will too. Just focus on doing what you need to do right now, your GCSEs abd ALevels. I had to drop out of Uni, twice, but now I'm back at a different Uni as a mature student - and doing quite well too. Won't write my whole story here, just want to say, my mum was very similar, telling me it's all in your mind. Actually, that is true. It is all in the mind. But that doesn't mean it's easy to overcome it. What helped me most was going out and getting a job - that really puts the pressure on you especially if you're not the socialising type. It really helped me. There'a always a reason for anxiety. What's yours? It might be embarassing to you, as it was for me. But whatever it is, you know your parents are there for a reason. Talk to them about it, whatever it is. Hope this helps.
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      I was molested when I was around 9 and at first it didn't bother me and used to be this spunky teenager that loved to have fun etc. Now I'm always in my room watching movies, sometimes I go out with friends, but feel I'm in a completely different world and not enjoying myself. I have also dropped out of college numerous times and don't have a job. I don't wear makeup anymore or use my cute clothes anymore. I'm just fed up
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      Who molested you? You must tell your parents immediately if its been affecting you. When you say you used to be this upbeat teenager, remember that you still are one smile and you have every right to enjoy life now. I really regret not being more happy when I was younger. But please, talk to your parents about how you feel and the reason. If you ever need more support just post another comment. God bless U, God loves you.
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    Hello

    I toatlly understand about all the health issues,i have three different specialist and sometimes think i might as well move into the hospital it would be a lot easier.

    You have to keep strong and things will get better, nothing is set it stone. Have you told your family that your feeling suicidal?(forgive my spellings)

    unfortunetly its hard for people with out depression to understand the feelings and impact it has on you. My mum has always suffered with depression and i never understood until it happened to me.

    Maybe visit the drs and take one of them with you,tell the drs exactly how ur feeling and they will see that its an illness and needs to be treated just like any physical condition.

    Stace x

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    Same here. I feel like I need to talk to someone about it though. Maybe someone who's in a similar situation?
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