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I've been on the flo for 6 weeks now. I thought things were becoming managable, but I completely lost it on Wednesday. I fell to pieces at work. I started to feel dizzy, anxious, confused. I panicked and become very short of breath. I had to leave and left the office and walked home. When I got back I just sat and cried for an hour. I just feel so low and I hit rock bottom. My husband managed to pick me up off the floor and get me back to work. I really didn't want to go, but I don't want to let people down. When I got back, I completely broke again. I left the office and went and sat outside and managed to semi pull myself back together for the rest of the day.
I can't go on like this, I just want to be normal. Why is it that I just feel so pathetic and just want to sleep forever. I feel there is nothing to look forward to and there is no point anymore. I hate me.
I am on the waiting list for Counselling through the doctors, but I am really struggling and just don't know what else to do.
I try talking to people, exercising, try hard at work to take my mind off things, but I just feel life is pointless.
THIS IS NOT ME AND I JUST WANT TO BE BETTER.
Has anyone any suggestions...
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