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I've told other people on here not to do anything 'stupid'. But I have times when I really have had enough and don't want to be here anymore. I don't really want to k*ll myself, I've just simply had enough. I've had my initial appointment with the mental health team but that was weeks ago and I'm not on any meds at the moment. There are so many things from my past, plus everything that is going on in my life right now, and I honestly can't take anymore. I don't want to 'keep going' any longer. I've been doing that for years now and I'm TIRED. I mean REALLY TIRED. I have zero energy and can't take care of anything properly. I don't have any real support. I feel completely alone and have no-one I can truly lean on. I need help. I really do. I can't do this on my own anymore - I just want to lie down and not get back up again.
Anyway, today is one of those really bad days. I won't do it. At least I think I won't. I have kids. But I just don't know. I feel trapped.
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