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Hello everyone,I have had a very hard 8 years between coming off klonopin after being on for 16 years then getting c/t by my docter back in 2008,and I am still not well,then I had to get off other meds like lunesta back in 2010,then I needed up tapering most of my carbamazapine and then last year I decided to taper the mirtazapine on my own very slowly,and not to mention menopause on top of everything else,I can't even walk right,my balance is terrible,I am lightheaded every day,my depression has been excruciating,to the point where if someone even looks at me wrong,I will have a meltdown over it,I feel like my confidence,which I never had anyway,and self esteem have been effected by all this,and I am starting to wonder if I have brain damage,because I can't remember things anymore like I used to,and I can't make simple decisions anymore,I feel like I am brain dead and better off not existing anymore. My docter asked me to start the carbamazapine twice a day,but I don't know if I should,I am afraid to,because of going through WD again,however I cannot deal with the depression anymore either. Can someone please help and give me some advice on what to do from here on?
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