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To be curt, for awhile now I've just been feeling absolutely dreadful. Ignored, isolated, used, unimportant, unworthy, unloved, uncapable...These are just some of the things I have been feeling up to date. Now, without delving too much into my past, I do happen to have a history battling both depression and anxiety, so I know some of these emotions can be rather irrational or even baseless at times but still... I can't help but feel this way. There have been just too many instances that have solidified my thoughts ((whether the situation was by accident or on purpose)).
I guess my overall arching question is: What do I do? I'm sick of feeling unhappy. I'm sick of going through this emotional roller coaster of feeling barely content one day then the next feeling worthless. I want to be close to people again, I just don't know how to anymore. I try different approaches, I try to stay as positive as possible...but in the end I always go back to feeling this way, alone and isolated. Thank you to those who took the time to read this. I'm just lost now.
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