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I'm not happy.
I'm really trying to be happy.
I'm taking my meds (gabapentin 150mg and diazepam).
I'm not able to get any counselling or psychology appts at the moment as I've had my allotted amount, I'm really struggling since the talking therapies have ended.
I feel very very agitated, not sleeping as usual, and just seem to either be unbelievably hyperactive/restless or very sleepy.
I've had to move closer to my "trauma" site that happened so long, for reasons beyond my control, and I didn't think it'd effect me too much, but every time I drive past the place I feel sick and dizzy and like I want to drive my car through a brick wall.
I just can't seem to get a hold of myself.
It's like repeatedly striking a match and it not lighting. I'm trying so hard. I don't know what else to do?
I just want to feel at peace. Xxx
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