I'm really about to commit myself

I'm really going insane and cry all day for the past week its getting unbearable I can't do this no more sometimes I wonder what is really going on inside me that's causing all this havoc. hormones or not it shouldn't be this hard since my cycle ended its been bad lightheaded more then usual I can't go outside makes everything worse how is this living? the other night me and hubby was into a major argument over all this going on 9 years is enough being tormented my marriage may not survive this and that's flat out wrong and cruel. you have been together since high school 26 years. I can't blame him if he would leave his wife has checked out I'm not me no more she is gone. I'm constantly depressed and praying yo feel normal my body is def going through he'll and my mind has checked out years ago. its getting harder and harder this lightheaded dizzy has to stop heat makes it worse can anyone relate to this happening to them? I'm constantly checking bp over this I was doing so good not obsessively checking. I'm in a hole and drowning in these symptoms I'm a grandma and can't enjoy my babies being outside playing those has robbed me of everything. sorry needed yo vent

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