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Guys, I can't cope anymore...
I'm 16, I've had clinical depression for 5 years and its just getting worse.
About a month ago my girlfriend finished with me and I tried to OD, ended up in hospital. Got put on a mental ward for two weeks, got out and tried to OD again... Back to hospital. Won't send me back to a mental ward because it made me worse...
Past few days I've been really down
I haven't slept all week
I haven't eaten for two days
I haven't taken my meds for two days
I haven't even left my bed for two days
Yesterday I cut myself about 1,000 times and today I've already cut about 500 times
All I can think about is killing myself
I keep thinking about going to the woods and hanging myself
I want to cut off my left ring finger
I want to die so badly
I'm really struggling to cope, all my friends have left, my family keeps pushing me away
My father kicked me out, my mother kicked me out, I'm staying with my grandfather, but he's really ill and he's probably going to die soon
I don't know how to cope anymore, I just want to end it all... Even my therapist Haas pushed me away. No one wants me around
I just want to die
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