I’m struggling
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im to young for this, im 13, my life is crappy, im bearly holding on, i self harm, i cry every night, i struggle with self love and honestly everyday is a battle. I have grown up fat all my life, i lost weight but i still have it there, like its not as much but its still there, i get fat shamed, by friends family and all this, which makes it worse, i hate my body, i starve to the point i am always dizzy and sick, i only eat gum, water and a salad for dinner if im lucky, i feel horrible, i have all these skinny friends and they are always attention seeking and saying "oh i look fat" which makes me feel s****y cause if there fat what am i? you know, like all my 2 closest friends, one of them i can just tell and sense she fakes depression, she brags about it, makes it obvious like she'll
purposely mention when giving me a pill for my headache that she always swallows random pills to see what would happen, she makes up stories like said her mum had to hide pills cause she kept getting to them and swallowing whole packs, and me and her mum are like, shes like my other mum, so i mentioned it one day, and she had no clue what i was on about, and it annoys me, shes always trying to compete with me, like when im getting attention, she makes sure its off me and on her, im literally just ranting on her cause as you can tell i have no one to talk to
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sam18386 ashlee00064
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hi ashlee, what is it with girls? they are NOT friends! do not listen to them. you are you who you are and if anyone doesn't like it tough. be the size you want and you must eat! this could lead to problems and I don't want you to have them as you're so young! speak to parents or a teacher someone like that.
joshuapryce1987 ashlee00064
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The biggest issue you are facing is the self love. If you learn to love yourself and focus on self esteem and self confidence, people will naturally draw towards you in good ways but bad ways also. There is nothing more important that you could do but love yourself. Tell yourself everyday that you can get somewhere in life. Use time in your day to reflect on what you could do to better yourself and your life. All the best.