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Currently sitting in an airport having thought of killing myself. They scare the hell out of me... I was in thailand and got sick and decided to end my trip very early. On my way home my anxiety has kicked in and I can't do it anymore I cant seem to find a way to beat it. I am scared of life I dont know how this happened to me. I have no job at home and I just feel everything is dark. I have a loving girlfriend and famly but nothing seems to wwork. Why do I want to die so bad? It makes me cry and really upset how am I supposed to live life like this? I would never act on the thought but Im scared if I feel like this that long that one day I will. I hate the way I feel and I hate my life which makes no sense because I seem to have a good one going for me. I need help.
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