Posted , 3 users are following.
Hello, I've posted on this forum a few times before, about my health anxiety, which I think I'm over.But now I have a new problem.
I think that I might be depressed. Over the last few months, since my dad passed away,I've started to think life is pointless, that I'd be better off dead. I feel like everybody dosent want me here, everything I do seems to upset people. I'm always getting in trouble in school and at home. I have thoughts of committing suicide, but I don't think I would ever act on them. I'm afraid to tell someone, because I feel they'll tell me to 'Man up'. I've barely cried since my dad passed away ( about 8 months ago ) because of the same reason. Some nights I find it hard to sleep, other nights I fall asleep easily but wake up and can't fall back asleep. This has effected my mood, I'm angry and agitated the last few weeks.
I don't know if this is depression, but I just needed to get this off my chest. I used to go to counselling in school, but for some reason it just stopped.
I hope someone can reply and give me advice, Jack
0 likes, 8 replies