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Since, April I have not been feeling myself I have been feeling very isolated and like everything I do is an act. I went traveling with my friend and I felt guilty that I had to pretend I liked doing things that I usually would have loved but I was taking no enjoyment out of them. It was the same for social situations but I just felt like I couldn't act anymore and just spent the night being quite but other times it almost felt natural and I was back to my usual loud egomaniac self. I do not know if I am just worried about my future because I am studying a university course that I do not enjoy and I am letting that get me down. I cannot be optimistic about my future right now because I will probably get a rubbish degree so that won’t set me up for a good career and I am not sure I fit in well with other people so I cannot see myself being happy with my social life. I am not sure if I am just being self-centred or if something is actually wrong because I have days when I feel okay.
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