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Since last July, I have been going out nearly every day - blowing away all my pay check within a couple of days. Sometimes I get off with people, sometimes I don't, but I feel like i need to be around people all the time.
I can't stay at home because I feel like the walls are closing up on me. I need to go out, meet people and not be alone. It has gotten to the point where I have even missed work several days in a row just because i felt like going out and gotten drunk just for the fun of it.
I really want to be normal, like other people. I hate the fact that I am wiling to mess up my career, just to be around friends, or any people for that matter.
Anyone know what is going on with me ? I'm going crazy not knowing what is happening to me . I never used to be like this.
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