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ive posted on here before as i have been suffering with anxiety for some time now, a couple of weeks ago it got pretty bad again i lost my appetite and i felt pretty bad i couldnt go to work for a bit and i felt quite low, it went away after a week or two and i felt ok, my appetite was good at least. But for the past week or so it has come back again. Only this time i feel majorly down, my one supportive person has completely disowned me now he says i can talk to him when ive got over myself that its all in my head and im just looking for something to be wrong.
I cant even get myself out of my room because im so frightened of my anxiety and i feel like i just want to end everything, my head feels so weird a headache but i feel like im totally losing my mind like im going to rip my hair out. I feel so sick and nauseated. I hate even talking to people, not even my mum when she asks if im ok, i just want her to leave me alone, ive turned in to a total recluse. When i went to the doctor last time my propranolol got moved up from 10mg three times a day to 20mg three times a day. To be perfectly honest i dont feel like its really been working for a while now. Please im afraid im going to do something stupid, theres no way out because im so scared to go to the doctor. Im only twenty please i just want to die.
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