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I've been struggling with depression for a while now, I've been doing great at keeping a brave face but lately its hitting me harder than it ever has. I live alone in a town that I don't know anyone, I've been calling in sick for work just because I can't face the day... I think I'm starting to lose my mind, things that I'd never consider doing have been coming to my mind and its honestly terrifying me. I always thought that I could get through whatever life throws at me. I recently had a conversation with a friend and he told me that he knows things have never been good for me but if anyone could handle it, that its me. When I got home I just completely lost it, it was a full on breakdown. That night it dawned on me that I'm not as strong as people think I am. I don't know how to handle myself anymore! I know I won't kill myself, I've cut before but after my sister killed herself I stopped. I don't really know why I'm here I guess I had to tell someone
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