I've been depressed for almost 2 years now ever since my cousin passed away to suicide

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I just don't know what to do.. I've been depressed since my cousin committed suicide. I got into a relationship late last year and recently got dumped by my boyfriend. I haven't left my room and I haven't eaten all weekend.. please don't say things will get better because they haven't.. I found some pills in my bathroom cupboard. I found; Atorvastatin, Cilazapril. Hydrochlorothiazide, Furosemide and Gliclazide. Will any of these pills make me die if i overdose?

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    You take enough of them and yes you'll be able to take a spot next to your cousin.

    Try going for a 1 hour walk outside. Get a new boyfriend and stop living in the past.

    It's not going to be easy but there are so many people that care about you. Please remember that. You can do this!

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    How old are you? You seem quite young. I am in my 50s and seen quite a bit of life. If i tell you that you will get over this too will you believe me? You could always go to therapy to deal with your pain. Life is full of these speedbreakers and it causes us to slow down. But then the road becomes smooth and clear after that too. So give it time. One bad love affair is not something you have to destroy your whole life for. No one or nothing is worth that. So please please get help immediately.
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    Hello abigail

    the answer to the question is yes if you take enough of them they will kill you

    However I want I to do a little more than answer the question I want to let you know how they will kill you and what you will experience

    firstly it would have to be a lot of tablets I took 160 and im still here so it would have to be more than that now at first the tablets go down very easierly but the more you take the harder they become to swallow even regeritating many and having to re-swallow its nasty really your body is trying to reject them tastes a little like warm lumping vomit mixed with sour powder

    the drink doesnt help either it becomes sickly itself any way after the long disusting process of taking them your legs go numb and you cant move you head is spinning and you stomach is fighting back the urge to throw up

    your eyes become very heavy and you lose the abilty to speak coherently slurring your words you do actually start to panic your body wants to live even if you dont

    anyway after that happening for about four hours your body gives up and you fall asleep you think its all over you are so wrong you wake the next morning (bummer right)

    You sit it and instantly throw up the taste is so vile you try to clean your mouth and boom you throw up again this goes on for abiut 24 hours constant you retching most of the day so your stomach muscles really hurt

    any after that and a day or two the tablets you took start to work they distroy you liver (the liver cleans your blood normally all the toxins etc) it shuts down and you are in the most amazing pain ever you try to take pain relief for that but you body instantly rejects them this pain is here to stay no easy way out sorry

    after that your skin turns yellow its the blood not being cleanes you see!

    Any way the tablets are not done yet they systematiclly shut down each and ever organ untill you die if multiple organ failure it takes week of pain and sickness

    but yes you do die im sure a girl of your intelligence will realise im trying to sxare you of course thats true but im doing it to make you think about two thinks so question one ask yourself ido you want to go through all that?

    And question two do you want to do all that to yourself for someone that doesnt care?

    Abigail death is not a solition to a temporary problem its a permanent conviction that ensures things dont get any better

    im sorry hun takr it fron the experienced suicide is no fairy tale you do nit just pop some pills and not wake up

    but dont take my word for it check yourself go and read up on it and see yourself or better ask your dr what happens

    at least if hes a clever doctor you then wont need to tell him your so sad right now he will see it

    take care if yourself


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    Pills don't kill you. You will end up getting your stomach pumped and its horrible. You don't want that. Right now you are not thinking clearly because you are in a dark place your mind is full of bad thoughts telling you to do it. But don't give in you will only commit a mistake. You can find another boyfriend. Don't let the grief take you too. I understand Suicide doesn't end the pain it just passes it to someone else. Well it sounds like now you are the one with the pain because of your cousins actions. Understand that we all dont understand what was in a persons mind when they killed themseleves she probably was suffering too like you are now dont do the same and hurt your family. Think about your family. Your loved ones. They care about you and love you. Don't let this be the End of your Story. You have alot to live for. Get out of your house and enjoy life. Don't let the sadness consume you. smile

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    Hi Abigail, go see your GP ASAP and tell him/her what your thinking and most importantly feeling, you will get the help you need to get you through this.

    You need to leave your room and despite the fact you probably don't want to but socialise with your friends, and start eating a little but often.


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    Let us know how you get on at the drs
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