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I can't stop thinking that I'm a failure. Been made to feel worthless. Also thought of harming myself again. Please help.
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Posted , 5 users are following.
I can't stop thinking that I'm a failure. Been made to feel worthless. Also thought of harming myself again. Please help.
2 likes, 11 replies
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Crazycat vera47902
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vera47902 Crazycat
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Thanks again
aad vera47902
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There are so many people who don't tell anyone of their illness, i don't get embarrassed any more, if anyone asked me how i feel , i tell them if i am feeling low, but to be fair i cannot go out when i am really low, i don't want to socialise.
I have lost so much out of my lfe due to my depression and i feel very low, but i know it will pass like a storm, but at the minute it more like a season, 4 weeks now, i do go out for a run in the week when it is quieter, i feel better then , and i take the Labrador with me, he his fantastic company, eventhough he lives with my seperated wife.
But you will get better i assure you.
vera47902 aad
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And thanks for replying
aad vera47902
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You are not going on at all, it is so much easier to share thoughts with
people who understand.
My depression caused my marriage breakdown, we still try to get on , but one slight bit of stress i am off, i feel so sorry for my 2 children because i feel a failure, but they understand my illness now, i basically go straight in my bedroom and that's it hybernation.
I know what it feels like to be happy or normal, and i can do well until the stress comes.
I actually think i may need extra meds or completely find a different job, because mine is not good for my symptoms, I just don't know if i would need to retrain in something else, its so difficult.
vera47902 aad
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I used to work in a warehouse. But my depression got so bad I took an over dose. I'm not proud of myself as I upset my daughter and my mum. My son's couldn't care less.
A so called friend said to me yesterday that my head is wired wrong. But he just doesn't understand one bit. My husband who I'm separated from said he understood what I was going though. Then not long after we parted.
Oh well something good has to happen to me one day.. Thanks again
vera47902 aad
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Stress comes on so fast that it knocks you off you feet. And then you think so many things. Why has it happened to me. Wish I knew how to put it right
You could retrain if you knew what you wanted to do. So good luck in your decision
aad vera47902
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Everyone thinks i am crazy, but you know what i am far from boring, tbh i think most people are jealous, because i am talkative with anyone , funny, always smiling, and i am well liked, until i have a turn.
And whilst people talk about me there not talking about anyone else, shallow people.
keep your chin up 😊
aad vera47902
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vera47902 aad
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Being a truck driver is a very stressful job. Dangerous drivers who have no care for others.
So drive safely and keep smiling ☺
lisacolnett vera47902
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