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In the past I've taken several overdoses. Three times I've ended up in hospital. The last time my kidneys where affected, luckily they recovered. I've never done it to end my life. More out of desperation and on impulse and after alcohol.
To cut a long story short i took an over dose on Friday after drinking. I woke up the next day feeling so utterly disappointed and ashamed of myself. I can't believe I did it again. I was sore in my kidney area and I couldn't pass urine. I couldn't face telling my husband, he seemed so happy. I just couldn't face bringing him down. Its now Monday and I am able to urinate but am still sore. I told my husband what I'd done, of course he was upset but really wanted me to see a doctor. I just can't face telling people what I've done. I feel so humiliated and ashamed. And from past experience I know doctors and nurses don't all sympathise in these cases. I feel so stupid and wish I could take it back.
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