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I've messed up, now no one likes me.

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hi_23057
hi_23057

So what happened is that people in my grade tried talking to me and making friends with me when I was younger, but I'm really weird and socially awkward, so I give off this really weird vibe that makes them think that I don't like them. Now I have the same classes with all these people and they obviously don't like me cause I'm so weird and indifferent. I just hate myself so much no one likes me at all and they all think I'm so weird and I always say the wrong thing when teachers pick on me and in general everyone finds me really cringe-worthy and disgusting. I hate myself so much and I just don't want to live anymore. I'm so disgusting I deserve hell. Even my own parents have told me that I'm a useless, worthless piece of s**t, and it's not like they're just saying that cause they're stressed out and taking their anger out on me, but I'm literal s**t. I suck at everything and I'm so weird and autistic that no one likes me. I just don't know why I should keep living anymore. I just can't find anything at all to live for. Sorry for the long rant. I would appreciate any help. 

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    Adldiane hi_23057

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    Hi can I hit you with something kinda heavy at least it was for me when I first heard it? You know how a projection screen works? Well when I am in a deep depression I say negative things to myself about myself. Like you are not a very good person you should be more giving or a better friend. Those are a few examples I say them to myself even if they aren't true I really believe them. Then I (like a projector) start thinking other people are thinking those things about me too. Even though I have NO idea what they are thinking. Why don't I know what they are thinking? I flunked all my mind reading classes😊.  Does any of this make sense? May be too heavy if so I apologize. Diane

    • hi_23057
      hi_23057 Adldiane

      Posted

      No that's not too heavy at all and it's a really good way to look at it. Thanks for sharing this with me biggrin

  • Adldiane
    Adldiane hi_23057

    Posted

    Oh good glad that it made sense to you. It has really helped me😊! Diane

  • Adldiane
    Adldiane hi_23057

    Posted

    Hey how is your Sunday going? I have been thinking about you and wondering how you are. Hope all is well!! Diane
    • Adldiane
      Adldiane hi_23057

      Posted

      Hey well my Sunday is going well also except my Dallas Cowboys are losingsmile! Do you like football? 
    • hi_23057
      hi_23057 Adldiane

      Posted

      No I'm not a really big football fan, thanks for asking. 

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