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I feel like I’m losing myself. I don’t know how to properly think anymore. I look back at how smart I used to be and now I feel like all the knowledge I once knew before, is JUST GONE. I don’t know what’s happening to me but I need to find a way to come back. I want to come back as I once was. I don’t know whether it is just me being depressed as hell that makes me feel like I’m empty or it is a consequence of taking ADD meds for awhile. How do I return? What do I do. I’m seeking videos to help me feel something again. I miss the determination I once had. And I’m scared because I don’t know what’s happening to me. I try so hard to focus on something. I try to convince myself to get up or do my assignments. But nothing is working. I feel like I’m talking to a wall. More like an empty white room. Where do I go from here? She wants to come back home. She wants to return. I don’t want to feel like I’m living my life under a coma. I want to live life. Please, somebody help me find my way back. Please. Help me.
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