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I have not gotten any professional counselling or anything, neither do i know for sure do i have anything like depression or things like that. What i do know is that i have been feeling broken and empty for pretty long now and it has escalated ever since the start of last year and i started having this urge and thoughts of suicide although i know for sure i wouldnt do it but it feels like a big secret and i cant share it with anyone around me. I do also cut myself, but its mostly shallow cuts and i dont think its a big deal honestly? I do think that its not very good especially as people might start to avoid you if they know. Though i havent cut for a few days but i think its starting to become a habit.
What really bothers me though is that I have this feeling that is almost like an obsession with negative thoughts and i really just want to immerse myself in these thoughts and just lie in bed all day is this normal?
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