If you were the floor, id would be the rug!
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If i was a flower, growin wild and free. id want you to be my honey bee, if you wer a river in the mountailns tall, if you wer a kiss, id want to be a hug, if you were the wood, id be the fire, all i wantr is you (mouth organ drill). Hold me in your ARMS AND SWAY ME LIKE THE SEA, if you were the river and the mountains cooked, Id want to hold your hands, If i could you were the ocean, Id learn to float. Hold me in your arms , and sway me like the sea.
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Bless you all, god bless.
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Anyway, do not know what to do, no drugs and feel c*****! Someone help!!! PLease
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This is what I think......just you carry on thinking that....and Ill ship you off to the docs, Iron his wrikles out and erm just leave. I have to enjoy the next few days. As I will be awy over the next few days. My guess is its the best time for me to do this, My mum will be around to help and my family. They know that my partner is a bit :twisted: :roll: I told my mum everything on Friday, (well almost everything) She was shocked, poor woman. Shes had some week, not only did a car rol into her car, but the following day she bumped into someone else :lol: I dont know how shes not cracked. Antway, ja chin up and remeber you are very decent kind young man, with a good head on your shoulders. It will get better, huh I hope. Every cloud MUST have a linning. (Not so sure my tummy does right enough). But take care of you, keep in touch.katy
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I have some serious great mates who i can talk to at the drop of the hat, sometimes though i feel like a broken record keep drumming on about my bloody life , i got up this morning, felt a bit bleary to tell the truth and i cant just seem to shake off this fkat feeling today, LIS, i am so much better than i was say 6 months ago, i think the alcohol made me emotional last night, but hey all i want id for my life to move on, get my own place and independance and be me again. Its bizarre, sometimes i can be so positive , now all i can see is gloom, like it will never happen to me and that im stuck whilst the ex carries on like nornal. I dont give a flying fook about her now, on my kids lives, just that she has the house and kids , and is such a p*ss taker !!! i dont ask much, just want to sell house, buy new flat and get on with my new life but i cant, im not going away this year, god knows when i ever will? just not looking forward to anything, i dont want my past life back with her, i love the idea of having my lovely kids and home again but not her, i just feel like screaming in fustration and anger, better shoot now, nearly home time , take care all.
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why do i feel like this , nothing in my life is different to it was 2 weeks ago yet i feel so f ing sh*t, i feel myself staring into the oblivion quite often, just feel like drinking and drinking tonight, i wont but believe me i could so so easily, just numbs that sh*t feeling........ i really thought i was fixed upstairs at least for a while, im waking up feeling like sh*t having this awful stare on my face that i cant bring myself to change? If I never had kids i would just fook off abroad and see what happens? im just so effed off with my life, f ing hate it, dunno what more to say, cant even b bothered to type on here, night all
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I thought the same as you when my 1st marriage ended, I stayed here because I didnt want to leave my kids, but thinking back I missed so many chances to work abroad.........I remember my ex MIL saying to her kids........when you are all grown up and left home I will still be left on my own. So now in this 2nd bout of divorce etc I try to think of me at times and the fact that I also must have a life, as lonely as it is at times........I adore my little daughter (11 going on 21 u know what I mean) and it hurts every time I have to send her home but like me you will feel better eventually...there is no time limit on pain in the heart and mind......just keep going for your kids mate........
ITs a pity theres no chat room on here then we could all congregate......and mumble
TAKE CARE M8
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It's totally understandable that you felt emotional after hearing your children. You'd have to be made of stone not to. You love them and are not with them as much as you'd want.
Don't be tough with yourself and it's not failure to speak to your GP if you need support. Keep letting us know how you're doing.
Best regards.
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I feel that I am able to get my life back on track and only a few pieces of the jigsaw need completing, number 1 house selling and getting my own place , also i do worry that i will be lonely, i have a great set of mates and super family but and i hate saying it i miss being part of a couple? not the ex at all, i sincereky mean that, but i miss just going shopping weekends, just doing things couples do, its scary that i will be on my own for ever? its just my mind and the way i think compounding everything as usual. I know i have been through alot but hey, soem blokes have come off alot worse than me and havent had the support ive had and they seem to get through it, a couple of weeks ago i felt great, just going through a flat spot, even now, i know i will go home tonight , be on my own and think as usual........ life just seems so empty at the moment. I have my kids tomorrow and thursday night, they will lift me alot, cant wait to seem em. At work so had better go, once again tks for all kind words.
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LIS :lol:
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Awesome holiday. I wouls recommend the sun to any of you at any time. Shame about the blisters. Was sitting in the aircraft and wondered what all the wet stuff was running down my collar bone :lol: :oops: my blisters burst due to the air perseesure, but hey landed safely, with the engine cracking down and air turbulance, nut I found this somewhat amusing 8)
Nothing changed here. Dont know what to do about meds as I have not had anby for 7/6 days . Not slept and a crabby b****.
:shock: Cant believe I am home....did I blink?
Ja , good to hear you are more upbeat agaain. Take care, katy