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Iknow im depressed severely i just dont know what i could do

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adam38923
adam38923

Ive been feeling down and really unhappy for the past 1-2 years and it seems as if this feeling will never fade away. Each day it seems to get worse. Somedays ill have a feelinf where i feel okay but then suddenly id just hit a brick wall and feel the exact same again or even worse. I want too explain this feeling i have alot but it seems hard. I searched the symptoms of depression and i have them all. I have gone seriously skinny when i use to be actually really healthy and had a good physical body since i use to gym almost everyday but now i find it hard to even get out of bed i have no morivation for anything and i really dont know what i should do i feel as if i cant ever go back to normal and just want some help if it exists. And whoever tells me to speak to someone about it i seriously cant idont know why i just cant i dont know how to explain this but i really need some advice before this worsens btw im 17, kicked out of college for attendance not because i was naughty or anything just because of the feelings i had and i jus didnt want to attend college since i feel as if i cant do it and just have very very low self esteem, i never used to but for d past 2 years these feelings have come out and have been devoloping and it really is affecting my everyday life i just dont know what to do.... and this is the first time ive actually let this out and decided not to be silent about it

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  • adam38923
    adam38923

    Posted

    I also have been smoking cannabis alot since ive been feelimg these ways, it just helps me to stop thinking of it all but i really dont want to be a drug user it makes me hate my self but when im down feeling depressed and have 10001 thoughts flying thhrough my head i just end up smoking alot like literally everyday
  • angela15256
    angela15256 adam38923

    Posted

    Hiya; I dont claim to have all the answers but having experience with depression I can tell you that You are not alone; you took a big step in putting down your feelings on this page so you are capable of fighting this. Ive had depression issues for as long as I can remember alot of it i brushed off as a bad patch. I saw a doctor eventually.. was put on anti depp tablets which i wasnt sure i wanted to be on. But it did help. But its a work in progress. I trully wish you health and blessings ahead. Just wanted to let you know you are not alone.
  • deirdre._03652
    deirdre._03652 adam38923

    Posted

    Hi Adam...

    I am so sorry to hear that you are feeling this way....I do understand, it is like facing a big black hole !!!!I never , ever, ever thought that I would get past it....I hid it and told nobody just how bad it felt...every single day.....until..I just couldn't stand it any longer....

    I have been on medication for many, many years, and it has helped.....

    If you want to talk in confidence to someone.....telephone either

    MIND.....OR THE SAMARATINS....please open up to someone....

    Warm hugs and much love Adam....please get some form of help young man....how you feel is very common.....you will find it will !!! Get easier....I promise.....dee xxx

  • g.90572
    g.90572 adam38923

    Posted

    You need to focus on getting a job. Un5il you find something to occupy your time you will probably feel unhappy. Hopefully you will find a job that makes you feel useful
  • smarts
    smarts adam38923

    Posted

    You need to go to a dr and tell them how you feel. They will give you anti depressants which will help you to see things in perspective again. You can't just give up. My son is 18 and is going through exactly the same thing. He refused to go to school, has very very low self esteem and doesn't care about anything. He lost loads of weight and smokes canabis. It took me ages to persuad him to go to the dr, but he did and he feels a lot better. He still has a long way to go, but the first step is the hardest and the it gets better. Good luck. You are not alone.

  • adam38923
    adam38923

    Posted

    anyone still here after 3 years

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