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Ive been feeling down and really unhappy for the past 1-2 years and it seems as if this feeling will never fade away. Each day it seems to get worse. Somedays ill have a feelinf where i feel okay but then suddenly id just hit a brick wall and feel the exact same again or even worse. I want too explain this feeling i have alot but it seems hard. I searched the symptoms of depression and i have them all. I have gone seriously skinny when i use to be actually really healthy and had a good physical body since i use to gym almost everyday but now i find it hard to even get out of bed i have no morivation for anything and i really dont know what i should do i feel as if i cant ever go back to normal and just want some help if it exists. And whoever tells me to speak to someone about it i seriously cant idont know why i just cant i dont know how to explain this but i really need some advice before this worsens btw im 17, kicked out of college for attendance not because i was naughty or anything just because of the feelings i had and i jus didnt want to attend college since i feel as if i cant do it and just have very very low self esteem, i never used to but for d past 2 years these feelings have come out and have been devoloping and it really is affecting my everyday life i just dont know what to do.... and this is the first time ive actually let this out and decided not to be silent about it
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