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So I've been battling this since 2012 , and I don't know what to do ! I'm 23 year old , and I am depressed at all times ! This issue of depression is caused by me thinking I smell.
This smell I sometimes have around me I cannot put my finger on what it is. But other people are quick to take deep breaths , and mark snide remarks and say it smells like poo.
I shower 2/3 times a day before I go anywhere and when I come back. I feel fresh for like 10 mins after shower and then feel like my body is decaying and I smell bad. This causes me stress , and it makes it worse.
I've failed my years at uni since I never attended , due to this problem. It has made me stay indoors almost all the time. I only go out when I think bit many people are around.
It has made my life hell to be honest. I cannot even hold down a job to start my career. I cannot explain this to my parents as they don't understand. The GP doctor said I didn't smell , but everyone else can.
My bad habits are smoking , eating junk food. These habits are slowly coming to an end, as I feel they're a contributing factor. I feel like my pores in skin just leak bad odour for others. Anything else apart from smell I could deal with , but if one smells even though they clean themselves so many times a day , they cannot have a good life.
No socialising , no career prospects , no real friends.
IS THERE ANYONE WHO HAS BEEN THROUGH THIS OR MAY KNOW A SOLUTION? PLEASE!!!!!
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