Im soooo confused and feel like a bit of a fake!
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Reading some of the posts is making me feel like i am a bit of a fake!! i have nothing to be depressed about. im starting my own business, just moved home, got 2 wonderful kids, got married a year ago! my life should be happy and joyful! i dont understand y i feel like this! Doc said chemical imbalance in my brain is causing this but nobody knows why! without knowing why i just feel like a fraud!! im just confused as to why im feeling like this!
my 3rd day on Flu and have hated the side affects and wondering whether im just over reacting and got things horribly wrong!!!!
my hubby took me to the docs as he could see what was happening and says im just feeling like that because im worried about taking AD's, but i get the feeling listening to some of the posts like i am over reacting.
just needed to get that off my chest! lol
Hope everyone is having a good day?
xx
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gretchel
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Starting your own business sounds stressful, and normal family life can be fairly relentless even when you love them. Moving house is also not a walk in the park, is it? So give yourself a break and try to find some time to do things that make you feel good (not just things you feel you should be doing).
Take care of yourself.
shellg2k4
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Thanks for your comment.
I had blood tests but all was well! :?
When the doc actually said i had severe clinical depression i was shocked and broke down! i knew i was down but didnt think it was that bad! I just assumed it was tiredness as i work 3 nights a week!!! it is a lot to accept, for me anyways, thats probably why i feel like a fake? i dont know!
since reading some posts on here it has helped me, even though i joined only yesterday, i am finding out more and more about depression, and its nice to know that there is somewhere i can come where people actually know what im going through!
Thanks
xx
Guest
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shellg2k4
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Everyone makes so much sense on this site! I feel as though im rambling on about something stupid and then find out someone is going through the same, or has something sensible and helpful to say!
I have tried hard not to drag my hubby into this but sometimes i just need a moan or a cry and he is the only one here. Then i feel guilty, and paranoid that i am going to drag him down too and that he will have enough of it sooner or later! he is great though and understands what i am going through so i am lucky there!
Thank you for your comment
xx
juppster
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shellg2k4
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If you dont mind me asking, how long did it take for you to get better when you had it the last time? I just want to feel normal again and able to have a laugh! (its still really early days yet for me, only 3rd day on Flu!) It broke my heart the other day when my hubby said that he hasnt even seen me smile for AGES!!! :cry:
Thanks for taking the time to comment, its much appreciated.
xx
juppster
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I guess some of us are just prone to feeling low for no particular reason but just remember, depression is a very treatable illness and although you may feel worse at first....you will eventually feel BETTER!
Best of luck, i know its a real struggle but you're not alone, take care xx
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shellg2k4
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i have only been on flu for 3 days and this is my 2nd day on this site, but i love the kindness of everyone on here. you are all truly amazing!
xx
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LellyM
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I can sympathise. I lay in bed this AM and almost convinced myself I was fine (after all, no tears so must be OK). Forgot it could be that the Flu is startig to take affect.
Yr doctor knows whether you need ti or not. if he has prescribed the tabs then he has seen something that needs to be treated.
So give yourself a break. OK, you can't see the scars or wounds but they are there. trust me! I denied having a problem for 6 months but it still got me in the end!