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I went on citalopram In July 2015 for intrusive thoughts towards myself and very bad anxiety that I've had for the past 3/4 years. The anxiety I've always dealt with the intrusive thoughts just started a few months back. I lost a few friends to drug OD and Suicide with in the past couple years. My anxiety got so bad I started having depression as well. Back in July I started 10mg Citalopram (Celexa). It worked, I started loosing some of the self harm thoughts. Then they came back so I had my meds upped to 20mg. I see a Therapist 1/2 a month. I work all the time. I've been on the 20mg for like two months now.... Now it seems like these crazy thoughts are coming back again. I don't know if it has to do with my period coming ( I think it is soon). But it's getting really annoying. I don't know what else to do for these thoughts. They bother me. I don't want to keep upping my dosage though because I don't even like being on medication to begin with. I take multivitamins, I try to take care of myself. I don't know what to do. Has anyone else gone through this and made it out at some point? I'm only 23, I should not be going through this. Life's been real good to me lately.
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