Intrusive thoughts- please help
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I have suffered instrusive thoughts for years on and off ( I was 5 years free until recently)
They have come back and floored me😖. I can handle (just) the vision ones where I am violet and sexual but recently it seems to be aggressive thoughts. Like when my nephew was crying I thought just die or when it was awful rain I thought hope that lady gets soaked. Others were that I don't want my baby anymore,hope she chokes and me making a sucicide pact.
I am freaking out as these words come from nowhere. I love my family. Nearly every good thought I have is followed by a thought like above. I'm actually scared to think almost.
Please can someone shed light. I feel so alone.
Ps: I take Citalapram -recently changed to 30mg (6 days ago)
Thank you .
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ethan2000 kimd030
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kimd030 ethan2000
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I am also worried about becoming obsessional . When I see numbers or colours or anything really I sometimes think what if I can't get that number out my head and then it sticks. Actually going crazy : ( xxxx
ethan2000 kimd030
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funkdakarma kimd030
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Sorry to hear about what you're experiencing. Obsessive and intrusive thoughts are the worst, and the more they happen the more we convince ourselves that these are valid thoughts, when they are actuall not. Just remember that the negative thoughts are not the real you, and once you get better the thoughts will subside.
My psychotherapist told me that OCD is usually a by-product of anxiety. The Cit is supposed to be effective in treating not only anxiety, but also OCD. 30mg is a pretty standard dose, but there are people known to be be on 40 mg.
What I find usually helps with the OCD is some sort of outdoors activity (even if it's just stepping out of the house), or exercise. Try keeping your mind active and constantly stimulated, inactivity leads us to dwell on our thoughts and the more we dwell the worse they become.
All the best to you.
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