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I have suffered instrusive thoughts for years on and off ( I was 5 years free until recently)
They have come back and floored me😖. I can handle (just) the vision ones where I am violet and sexual but recently it seems to be aggressive thoughts. Like when my nephew was crying I thought just die or when it was awful rain I thought hope that lady gets soaked. Others were that I don't want my baby anymore,hope she chokes and me making a sucicide pact.
I am freaking out as these words come from nowhere. I love my family. Nearly every good thought I have is followed by a thought like above. I'm actually scared to think almost.
Please can someone shed light. I feel so alone.
Ps: I take Citalapram -recently changed to 30mg (6 days ago)
Thank you .
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