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I have a medical condition that will kill me in about 4 years if not treated. I am tired of this like and just want to pass on. it isn't really suicide. nature is doing it. some it's not right. I say it is right, God will take me when he wishes
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sue22623 larry4923
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dear larry, i am really saddened to just read this. wow i cant imagine what you are going through. i do believe that our lives are mapped out for us and we can choose certain paths. no on can tell you what path to take in regards to getting treatment or letting nature takes its course. only you know or will know some day. i do believe in god and i do know we are all here for a reason and i often to to my angels which try to guide me. everyone has a guardian angel by them who try and guide you. im talk to mine every day, no im not crazy but do believe in this and it helps me. i wish you all the love, strength and courage for now and your next chapter. i also dont think its wrong to die, it just some cards are dealt pretty badly and some good. please take care lots of love and light x
sam18386 larry4923
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oh larry, that's awful! is there nothing that can be done? is there anyway they can medicate you to deal with all the physical symptoms? my auntie has terminal cancer she is living each day to the full. she may not even see christmas! live each day the way you need it! tell everyone you need/want to tell that is what you're doing and do it. whatever you see as vital now is. bless you, i think God must have another plan for you.
sam18386 larry4923
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oh larry, that's awful! is there nothing that can be done? is there anyway they can medicate you to deal with all the physical symptoms? my auntie has terminal cancer she is living each day to the full. she may not even see christmas! live each day the way you need it! tell everyone you need/want to tell that is what you're doing and do it. whatever you see as vital now is. bless you, i think God must have another plan for you.
larry4923
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thanks for all the replies. I am going thru a foreclosure right now. my wife is working out of state so I get the task of packing, moving, making arrangements. legal stuff also plus I am working 2 jobs. I just want to go to a dark corner and wait for death. I have been told that if I don't get the surgery in 4 years I will be dead and that would be selfish. I gave my all for 61 years on this planet. if God is giving me a heads up why shouldn't I take it. I want the other side. I have had enough. 4 years gives me time to arrange things
larry4923
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is this being selfish? it's nature taking me, not me shooting myself
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