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Every time I try research it just says people are bound to be sad with herpes
But that's not the case
I have an amazing life
At first I didn't obviously I was super depressed but I broke up with my abusive herpes giver boyfriend and went after someone I really loved (who accepted me and literally doesn't care if he gets it)
I am super happy I rarely get outbreaks as I'm on suppressive due to a boyfriend
I've got my first outbreak in moooonths due to being very ill (flu and chest infection)
And I just feel super depressed
I'm worried that my boyfriend is going off me
I just want to cry
It's not because I have herpes it's because I just feel sad
I've noticed now every time I do have an outbreak I always felt this way and I always put it down to just being sad about having the sores
But that's definitely not the case now
I'm just super depressed about every other thing today I just want to cry
My parents never invited me out for a meal and I completely broke down and I've suddenly started thinking that my boyfriend doesn't love me anymore even though he keeps telling me he does
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jessica79408 Livelife
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Stop before you push him away. Get rid of the flu so your outbreaks can stop. Try some licorice root tea or lemon balm tea. Don't let this get you down. Sounds like u have a good guy and he seem patient pull it together. Your gonna be ok. Don't worry about your parents either I'm sure it's nothing personal.
Livelife jessica79408
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I'm not doing anything to push him away I haven't mentioned any of this to him were getting along great it's just how I feel
I'm not fussed about having an outbreak I've had this a long time I can deal with it
My question was is a side effect of an outbreak depression?
Because whenever I get an outbreak I get low moods
jessica79408 Livelife
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I think all of with it have been depressed about it a time or two. You go thru the I got this then it kicks your ass then you feel why me I'm a good person. You think about all your hoe friends that don't use condoms. It's natural. We all get depressed about it atleast once.
Livelife jessica79408
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No haha you're not getting what I'm saying
I'm not bothered about having herpes it doesn't bother me
Im not down about it or upset about it, I literally forget I have it it doesn't effect me
What I'm asking is is depression one of the side effects of the outbreaks because when I get outbreaks (which I only get one small spot that doesn't hurt) I just feel down about everything
I feel the sort of emotion you do the day before your period
I'm not depressed because I'm having an outbreak because I couldn't give a damn about them it's one spot that I don't even notice
I actually notice because I'll feel sad and be like woah why do I feel sad have a check and be like oh cool I'm having an outbreak
Livelife jessica79408
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Trust me girl I've had this a long long time now
It really doesn't bother me in the slightest hahaha
jessica79408 Livelife
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Livelife jessica79408
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We don’t even have protected sex I take my suppression and that’s it
It’s a normal relationship and it never gets brought up
I don’t feel the need to think about it anymore
I’m in love with this man and I want to marry him