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So I'm 4 week post opp today from rectocele, iv been feeling OK up until now. The pain has subsided now except for the odd shooting pains now and then and the feeling like there's something stuck up my vagina (sorry for the bluntness ) and when I sit on the toilet to wee it's uncomfortable and I feel pressure like it's going to fall out. Last night I managed to have a feel and it felt quite bulgy and still very swollen and very low I only manage to feel up to around 3cm. I could feel the stitches to. But now iv got my self into a stuper because I haven't slept alright worrying that it's failed and have it done to much. I'v started to walk round more now and stand for longer periods of time and started cooking light dinners for me, the hubby and the kids nothing heavy though and helping my kids get ready for school. my husband has took me out in the car a few times to the pub or cafe as iv felt like I'd got a bit of cabin fever and was sick of the 4 walls in my house. But as I said iv tossed and turned all night couldn't get comfortable and couldn't stopped worrying that it hasn't worked. I still haven't managed to cry yet even though I keep welling up. I just feel so low and frustrated and feel like I'm going backwards not forwards now.
I'm soooooo sorry to vent.
Big hugs to you all cause I know I'm not the only one who feels like this.xxx
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