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Im a single parent have been for 7 years now i got custody of my son when he was 2 ive been sing for nearly all of that time just bringing him up doing the best i can not realy worrying about any relationships i thought if one might happen then it has to feel right for me and my son so diddnt realy look untill jasnuary this year when were i worked a new woman started we got chatting one night and she opened up to me about her last relationship which is fine other colleagues have done that in the past opened up to me for advice and ive always gave the best advice i could but this time was different after about a month we was talking more and more and i felt atraccted to her now nothing in being attreacted to someone but im not the type of person to confess my feelings about someone because i always think they will never be interested but she was different i felt i had to tell her how i felt and to my supprise she felt the same way we ended up having 3 month relationship which i fell for her so hard she was so careing generous kind incredible i couldnt help myself fall in love with her when i told her about it she said she loved me to and that she felt lucky to have me but she suffers from bipolar and she said she didnt deserve a guy like me but i just said she deserved to be happy with what she has been through in her life and thats all i ever wanted to make her she used to say she would hurt me but she also said she realy does love me ive never had a person express themselves like that to me before we spent so much time together it was incredible she didnt want to be away from me we text nearly 50 times a day when one of us was at work even sometimes just to say i love you it felt so right then at the end of april she just said it was over the only reason i got was it didnt work but she insisted that she meant every word she ever said to me she said her bipolar changed her and ive been crushed and depressed ever since it was so real for me then to suddenly have my heart completley crushed ive never felt anything quite like it i cry myself to sleep ive become distant even from my son i just dont know a way forward anymore i feel hurt every day since it even brought up som repressed emotions i hadnt dealt with because i was strong for others and never dealt with them myself ive felt like ive been through hell and i cant get out we still work together which has made it harder to get through this i need help i just dont know where to start i know people have been through much worse but everyones pain hurt and depresion is unique to the person going through it i feel myself breaking down writing this i just want to be me again
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I truly feel for you as I have had my heart broken also. The first thing you have to do is get some help. For your sons sake at least. He will be very confused about what is wrong with his daddy and will want his old daddy back asap!
Go and see your GP tomorrow and tell him/her what going on. They will be able to point you in the right direction.
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