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Hi Folks, its me tiny tears. This experience want last long here on this forum.
Its like I am ready do do something, and then a big nasty brick wall gets in my way , I slam my bike brakes on to stop hitting my head, to stop driving into it. but crunch.....here I am again!
There are people that have bee through stuff that I have, unable to cope and signing on for IB. I should know, I used to work and read their files. I do not want to end up there. I am a fighter. i am now taking nothing afterm having ben prescribed cit for nearly a year, then that mirtazipine.
Mirtazipine helps you sleep, but suffer god awful nightmare, i stopped it due toi this more than anything, yet I am still having nightmares. Earlier I was throwing up massive nlodd clots and looking at my tongue in the nirror with the blodd dripping out...and convincing myself that everything will be okay.
In away , iwas blessed, I was fortuante to go ut with a lovely bloke, he finished it with me, as he had a child and thought it fit to go back to his ex for the child.
He was kind, thoughtful, sensitive, and basically genuinely lovely. If it were not for him, I would not believe in any kind of hope. Lol, next to my granda,jamie was the only ever man to say I was intelligent adn okay looking.
Well, citalopram, probably is a very good med, mind you I am hardcore, i remeber as a child before my eye ops, I remebered everything before the anaesthetic. Everything, and the biggest thing I remeber is when the nurse took my security blanket from me, and started to tape my eyese...then nod off.....the worst thing about that was the naseau after and the fact that i could not go to the lou without baning into things, when my eyes stung and I could not open them.
My vision field has never changed, not really, the left side of my body is weak, my right side very strong. My hearing over compensates for this, probably why I love music so much. anyway, i am off, good luck to you all . Had my situation been better I would probably be fine now, but hey hoo, not the case. take care,m an ddont give up. TT
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