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Hello my name is Matt, im 17 years old and have been suffering from anxiety for the past 4 years, well it first started off as a panic attack and I completely freaked out what it was. But anyway back to the problem as I said in the title that I have reached a breaking point, one night like any other night I was getting ready for bed but all of the sudden I had a attack, my body shivered and I sweated like crazy, but I also thought I was going crazy becasue I coukd not hear my own thoughts, but when I did hear thoughts they wernt mine. In the corner of my room I curled into a ball and cried and screamed out until my parnets came in my room and calmed me down, but the next time this happened I didnt have control of my body at all, it was like someone was controlling it. This happens every night and always happens becasue I will be having bad thougts about all the bad things in my life, im scared everyday of my life, but I do think its a serious matter becasue im getting suicide thoughts but the thoughts arnt mine, am I going crazy? Or is this just my anxiety?
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