Just entered another bout......
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Hi, I am looking for reassurance that there is light at the end of the tunnel. I am really quite ill again. I have suffered with recurrent depression for the past 25 years and I currently feel the worst I have felt for 10 years. I am scared.
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givemestrength craig80602
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I dont know what im scared of and never have known. I am just at a point where i dont know myself anymore and have no one left for pushing everyone away. Literally.
I dont know where to go from here. Ive been laid in bed three days now googling "i think in loosing my mind" and just crying.
5 years ago i had a mental breakdown and was literally the lowest ive ever been but i came through yet back here again. And i too feel theres no light at end of this one. Scared sick.
are you on meds? This too for me is an issue as i dont feel they are working anymore
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Hi I understand what you are saying as I have suffered from depression for most of my life. I find there are very dark periods but the light always comes back in the end. Have faith that it will. Also with depression you often have to do something to find motivation rather than the other way round. Take care. x
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I know, writig or saying anything now is meaing less because u know more than anyone, and how painful it is when it is recurrent. If you believe me few things will you do an experiment for 7 days.?? Whatever it is when you sleep, keep your hand just below navy, and see how it surge up and fall down,, mean while u can think anything, do not worry. ^^. hope this helps, Just trust. And there is light at end of the tunnel, depression is curable. Medication and self support both.
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Aspinan craig80602
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ive just switched AD's was on Venlefaxine for years but went to max dose before hitting a brick wall, poop out they call it so now on an old tricyclic Clomipramine (Anafranil) which is a "big gun" and making some progress.
I always recall my psychiatrist saying that even if not treated deoression will always lift on its own, the AD's speed up the recovery.
Take care, carry on doing what your doing and you will recover.
Neil