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I am bloody miserable, past week or so i have been restless as hell. Can't sit and watch a programme, read,for any length of time. I am 49 and freaking perimenopausal to boot.
Having a really hard time painting a happy face for all....i was so ill and just angry/frustrated yesterday i was screaming in pure rage,couldn't control it and then sobbed hysterically after for about an hour. Conteplated jumping from the window and wondering if it would hurt.....
Then my head changed again,and i forgot about it. This on/off,happy/sad stuff is driving me more nuts than what i was before. I can't work because of my depression, and have been on a few tabs in the past,but this is scary stuff that's happening to me and i wasn't sleeping, hadn't slept for three days straight, got a disturbed sleep last night...
Not sure what's going to happen tonight. But it so exhausting. I have my 18yr old daughter with me,and i am scaring her,but my moods are never thesame in the space of sometimes minutes.
Please someone advise,or chastise,or just anything.
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