Posted , 3 users are following.
I am dealing with so much at the minute. My initial response to any emotional hardship is to just suck it up and deal with it.
Only im all sucked up.
I m not suicidal but i wish i could fastforward myself to old age and on the cusp of death.
I have just had enough of existing, i cant be bothered with it all. Everything is just too hard right now and just as i see the light, something else comes flying my way! Not one day goes by where something isnt hitting me like a ton of bricks.
My anxiety is not letting up at all. It gets worse during stressful times and the stress is not stopping! I keep on trying but it feels pointless as i get nowhere. It is forever 2 steps forward and 3 steps back! Just one more step forward and ill be happy!
0 likes, 6 replies