Life destroying anxiety
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Im knew to this, but need to talk to people who understand or are experiencing the same as i am, iv got too children a nearly 3 year old and a 12 week old, i started getting anxiety after a misscarrage as i had to give birth to my little boy at 16 weeks his heartbeat stopped, i ended up in hospital for 6 weeks on and off ended up with septacemia and nearly had to have a blood transfusion as the nurses didn't believe i was ill and ignored the signs which caused me to be very ill, that is when my health anxiety kicked started as you can understand, then i had a little girl and after having her i got very anxious about my health again every little thing kicked it off as i started to get physical symptoms, calmed down after a couple of month never found anything wrong with me apart from diagnosing reflux , but all other symptoms undiagnosed, all seemed go away, had a few anxiety attacks but nothing lasting longer than an hour, recently had my little boy he's now 12 weeks i i haven't been ablento enjoy him, from a week after he was born over been in and out of AnE for two week daily thinking in was dying, started with bad pelvic and back pain, then my chest thing I ng i was having an heart attack, waking up 3-4 times a night having a panic attack, didn't eat sleep for 4 days , my whole body was burning and week sweating so bad and could harldly see getting tremours and shakes hearing voices, was convinced i had something wrong with my head, my mum ended up paying private for a head MRI and a pelvic ultrasound as i was convinced i had PID, all came back normal which now im convinced its my heart or i have inflamed blood vessels got a echo on Friday and waiting results of blood tests iv asked for which i had done today, im currently on olazapine 10mg at night and today they have also put me on progablin 50mg twice a day, i seriously need this to all stop , its effecting everyone as well as me its,like im going mad, i couldn't even explain all my symptoms as it would take me hours i get that many its awful but past week they have been non stop its been like a week long severe anxiety attack with depression and phycosis!! I cant cope with it it is absolutely destroying my life, to say a year ago i was a happy bubbly silly kind of person always joking and playing tricks and making fun plans with everyone now i seriously don't know who i am
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I hope that you recover soon and that you can enjoy looking after your familiy again. The anxiety could just be a knock on effect of the bad experience that you had in A and E with the premature birth of your child and its consequences.
I hope you don't have depression for too long and can get back to normal soon.
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