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I just feel life is not worth living, I never feel really happy. If someone does something kind I feel like crying. Today a gentleman moved his trolley so I could get past his wife asked him why he had moved round the corner then as she saw me walk round she said to him I take back what I said to him and smiled at me. I just wanted to cry but managed to control it as shop was busy. I feel I just want to curl up I a corner where nobody can see me or will find me and die.
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jemimah88932 Desperate_now
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deirdre._03652 Desperate_now
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Please go and talk openly to your doctor, he / she will be able to help in so many ways...can you confide in a family member or close friend....
I too felt exactly the same as you do, but antidepressants ( sertraline 200 mg ) have helped me enormously.....I still have bad days but I can cope with it easier now..
Please get help from somewhere, you should ( and can be ) enjoying life...I wish you all the luck in the world, and Great Big hugs to you..Deirdre xxx
Desperate_now deirdre._03652
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I have been on antidepressants for nearly 9 years, I retired nearly 3 years ago with a good pension. Had a course of CBT I am now under mental health team awaiting another couse of CBT. I have managed to talk to a nurse in the mental health team about something very deep rooted but I have not been able to tell the psychiatrist. I saw her last week following an overdose 2 weeks earlier.i know this will sound strange but just prior to seeing her I was beginning to feel quite good, but after seeing her I felt really low again. I had found the session hard.
I have an appointment with the psychiatrist on the 27th April. Chances are I will start to feel better given time and then by the time I see the psychiatrist I will be ok. I don't know whether to try and see the nurse again before I see psychs . I am just a mess at the moment.
deirdre._03652 Desperate_now
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I was sectioned four times and it literally saved my life...depression and a crippling alcohol problem....
Try to think that past events are gone, whatever happened in the past ( no matter how awful ) and any mistakes you made a gone also...
Start you life from tomorrow with a clean slate and live for EVERY day as the whole new wonderful future,... I wish you so much luck and happiness, keep your chin up...big hugs, DEIRDRE, please let us know how you are doing...the only way is up...xxx
Desperate_now deirdre._03652
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they cannot section me because I am not a danger to anyone, I think having been a nurse for over 30 years, has kept me quite rational, it's just this feeling of don't want to be bothered (yet still engage) but I would b
e quite happy just to stay at home. I have got things booked in near future but the way I feel i couldn't care less if we didn't go yet I know when I am there I will quite enjoy it. As you see it's complicated.
thanks for the hug xx
millyimp_1322 Desperate_now
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Maybe if you can try it this way ,it maybe of some help to you too.
like as has been said ,please do keep in touch with us ,letting us know how you are doing
here are some hugs for you ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs ))))))))))))))))))))))
now go and shed a few tears ,and see them as being healthy tears nad tears of joy
xx
milly
hypercat Desperate_now
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Hi yes it's kindness which gets you every time isn't it? When my depression was bad I would feel like crying too if anyone was kind to me. Are you seeking help from your doctor/counsellor? If not please get help. There is treatment available and you don't need to feel like this you know. x
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