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I've posted on here numeous times before so apologies if I am repeating myself.
To cut a very long story short... in the past 20 months I have suffered a head injury, post concussion syndrome, cognitive problems, nervous breakdown, acquired a drug-induced movement disorder tardive dyskinesia, and now recently an ectopic pregnancy and emergency surgery at 7 weeks pregnant.
The baby was something I had wanted for 5 years and a glimmer of hope in the very dark times I've been having recently. To top it all off, my friend told me that she is pregnant yesterday and my brother is having a major op soon for bowel cancer.
Can life really keep on giving me all this stuff to deal with? I know logically I have done nothing wrong to deserve this and have to keep on picking myself up again and again but it is so hard to keep staying positive, So hard.... and the only thing keeping me sane is my family and daughter.
I am tired of it all, so tired. I am sick of being sick and tired of being tired. And scared I might have another relapse.
Why is life so hard? I know I have so much more than many in the world but sometimes it takes all of my strength not to get upset over things and see this.
I don't know where to turn to any more. :-(
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